Monday 30 August 2010

untitled poem

This is a lonely continent,
And every city street
At five o clock on a weeknight
Reflects the same conceit;
Lassitude, oblivion, boredom and defeat.

And we are a race that has been reversed,
And risen in retreat,
Though our empty dramas are still rehearsed
To the sounds of a faltering beat;
"No end yet to the old refrain,
To the song that does not fade,
We sow the seed, and reap the grain,
And thus is the world remade."

It is not love we seek, but only release
From captivity
Only a shadow on a wall, a march in time
To a meaningless beat.
Yet, my mouth wants to speak:
"Silence, cease breath, do not speak of Death
That can speak for itself.
The shadows that form on the wall
Contain our fall,
And all the shapes we see therein
Are merely dreams.
The love that we exude;
Useless as a dog's breath in captivity.
The passions we pretend,
Uncovered, are clouded forms of common vanity.
And these pages come from a cheapskate muse, plastic and immutable;
Petals of that ancient bloom long proven to be mythical. 

Sunday 29 August 2010

(a dream)

I had a dream that i was weightless and strong
And could glide in dark valleys under a black sun.
In the dream my breath was cold and my eyes closed.
But i soared high in the sky like an eagle
And saw below the sea.
And i tasted and kissed the sea
And i swallowed salt air like acid champagne
That stung me awake.
And the words of the flight still hung in my head
As i woke up in bed
And the black sun's shadow that crawled on the sea
Still shivered for me.
And in my dead heart
I felt blessed flight
Ascend like the night
And depart.

Monday 23 August 2010

Horror Film

Watching horror film- pulling mask off
Too late to spin the bottle, balance the ouija board,
Give us angry kisses in rooms.
Memories of television newsreaders we had forgotten,
And silk hosiery, the femme fatale's lipstick-
Her vampire mouth.
I will bottle out of this horror movie.
I will watch fake blood pour, hear the silly screams
Until i dream... and march out on the fuller, papery street
Where bums still drop in paper diapers, pursued
By hot winds, and night, like mother, calling them home.
I could search all night for a phantom to equal my heart's-
"There are no words to express it. I am naked".
I whisper this in cheap unconscious 1950's rooms,
Bleeding like a pauper Christ,
Crawling back to oblivion,
Via the broken elevator.

Sunday 22 August 2010

The Execution

Have you idols for me, love?
Or kitchens of night
Spilling pools in pornographic railways?
Why then elastic night? Why murder on my wallpaper?
I have a new horizon, but i was spoiled
And left confused in kitchens of night.
Blindness would be a mercy,
A heart is always a curse-
Every colour is a shifting hue,
That forms the lover's gaiety,
The executioner's delight-
Cezanne's apples
Were last seen before being led to the condemned cells
Or the afternoon glint of old-style fairgrounds
Every red mocking him in his sleep,
An inch forward, led by laughing crowds
Toward the hangman's noose.

Sunday 15 August 2010

My Dialectic Seasonal-Decade Theory

Winter late 1900s early 1910s
Spring late 1910s early 1920s
Summer late 1920s early 1930s
Autumn late 1930s early 1940s
Winter late 1940s early 1950s
Spring late 1950s early 1960s
Summer late 1960s early 1970s
Autumn late 1970s early 1980s
Winter late 1980s early 1990s
Spring late 1990s early 2000s
Summer late 2000s early 2010s.
Note that crises occur in late summer.